Week 2: Fighting With Myself

Well i usually fight with myself about the way I look. I never know if i look good in an  outfit or in a certain pair of shoes.. so i just say screw it and wear sweats and a t shirt. And then my friends always are like "gwen you never dress up" and i just argue with myself in my head about whether or not i want to look good or if i even look good. And then i just get frustrated. Another thing i argue wiht myself about is my feelings. I try so hard not  be upset all the time. I tell my self its okay and to get over it but then i think well its really not okayy and i dont want to get over it. but in all reality it really isnt okay but  i just need to get over it. its just chaotic.

Week 1: How's School?

Well school is going okay so far. I like most of my classes and the people in them. I just want this year to just be over allready. I know everyone says you'll miss it but I don't think I will. I'm having troubles focusing and stuff but that's only because of this break up. it really sucks but I'll be fine eventually. Anyways, I work at Geo's tooo. Which I absolutly love. Everyone there is super nice and funny. The only downside is I work with Jordan Kee..lol jk. School lunchs still suck though. When i get home afteerr 7th I feel like i havnt eaten in like 5 days because i wont eat those lunchs lol. But yeah i want it to be May 22nd allready!